Ich hatte irgendwie das Bedürfnis ne Seite aufzumachen wo ich Sachen posten kann, die ich gut finde, die mir etwas bedeuten, die halt irgendwas spezielles sind. Ob es was ist was mich gerade bewegt oder was mich beeindruckt hat oder was ich vielleicht auch einfach nur lustig finde, alles wird dabei sein denke ich.

ob ich dann jeweils erklärungen dazu abgebe, weiß ich noch nich, zur not kann man mich ja fragen , nech :P

Ansonsten Take it or leave it, die Seite ist mehr für mich selbst gedacht wo ich meinen Seelenmüll ablade haha, ihr seid herzlich eingeladen dran teilzunehmen, wenn es denn irgendeinen Sinn ergibt bzw ihr interessiert seid.

Achja, ich wette der ganze Scheiß den ich hier poste, wird zu 99 % auf Englisch sein, da ich es mittlerweile leichter finde auf Englisch zu denken, bzw Gefühle auszudrücken...Es ist mittlerweile soweit das ich auf Englisch denke und dann auf Deutsch im Kopf übersetze wenn ich Deutsch sprechen will, und dann manchmal auch falsche Wörter nehme, also sozusagen ein englisches Deutsch spreche...naja...who cares :P

Don't think I'm depressed , cos I'm not - it's just things get me down easily and these quotes are just sooooo perfect !!

So when u find a new quote that I've posted don't start asking whether I'm alright - Yes I am :) things like this are ALWAYS on my mind i just don't show it this is the first time ever to be honest, and also when you worry and contemplate too much like I do you can still be a happy person !

Morgen wird's passieren und ich kann jetzt schon die Kommentare hören und ich freu mich schon drauf zu sagen WHY DO YOU GIVE A SHIT IT'S MY LIFE !!

(26.3.)

Für alle deren Englisch nicht so gut ist (bevor hier irgendwelche Missverständnisse auftreten): das Lied ist nich darüber, das es lustig ist das MJ tot ist, sondern darüber wie die ganzen Heuchler Journalisten, die früher geschrieben haben er sei pädophil, ihn jetzt auf einmal wieder als legendär bezeichnen und wieder alles vergessen zu haben scheinen was sie damals geschrieben haben. (21.7.,01:06) Ich liebe den Beat lol.

Dieses Lied ist einfach nur soooo toll :) ausm Twilight film. Ich glaub die Musik aus dem film find ich noch toller als den film selbst :) <3 12.5.

HAHAHAHA :D AWESOME !!! Nichts für unter ähm 18jährige ??!!

4.5., 01:48 UHr

Why do they always teach us that it's easy and evil to do what we want and that we need discipline to restrain ourselves? It's the hardest thing in the world - to do what we want. And it takes the greatest kind of courage.

Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images
You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick
Well, I never want to see you unhappy

I thought you'd want the same for me

We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images
And when you left, you kissed my lips
You told me you would never, never forget
These images
No
Well, I'd never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

I can not go to the ocean
I can not drive the streets at night
I can not wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine

Did I make it that
Easy to walk right in and out

Of my life?

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
You can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should have known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

I wanted you to know
I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph
I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

'cause i'm broken,
when i'm lonesome
and i don't feel right
when you're gone away

31.3.

Don't know what's wrong with me, don't know why so much is changing, don't know why so little is actually changing, don't know why I'm down, don't know anything, don't know why I miss certain people so much though they don't care, don't know why I just can't stop contemplating, don't know why I'm getting a bad headache right now, don't know why I'm writing this random crap, don't know why I always let people come to close, don't know why I care, don't know why I go on writing, don't know where this comes from

30.3.

I'm so fucking annoyed atm that i cant be arsed to update anything on here grrr i hate everything right now !!! just shut the F*** up!!!

30.3.

Hört auf den Text und merkt es euch !! It's so fucking good !

This is real, as real as it gets
I came to get down to get some fucking respect!

Taking it back to a hardcore level
better be ready put your pedal to the metal

I want domination
I want your submission
I see you're not resistin'
to this temptation

Whooohooohohooo – I never givin' in!
Whooohooohohooo - I never give up!
Whooohooohohooo – I never givin' in!
I just wanna be - wanna be loved!

I've got another confession
I fell to temptation
and there is no question
there was some connection
gotta follow my heart no matter how far
I gotta roll the dices never look back and never think twice

take the past burn it up and let it go
carry on I'm stronger than you'll ever know
thats the deal you get no respect !
your gonna get your ass you better watch your fuckin neck!!

Yeah we walk through the doors,

so accusing their eyes

Like they have any right at all to criticize, Hypocrites.

You're all here for the very same reason

'Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table
No one can find the rewind button, girl.

There's a light at each end of this tunnel,
You shout 'cause you're just as far in as you'll ever be out
And these mistakes you've made, you'll just make them again
If you only try turning around.

23.3.09

Every Song has an ending, but is that a reason not to enjoy the music ?

Tape sur des tonneaux sur des pianos
sur tout ce que dieu peut te mettre entre les mains
montre ton rire ou ton chagrin
mais que tu n'est rien que tu sois rois
que tu cherches encore les pouvoirs qui dorment en toi
tu vois ca ne s'achète pas quand tu l'as tu l'as

No, but you won't let me

You upset me boy, and then you kiss my lips

All of a sudden I forget that I was upset

Can't remember what you did

But I hate it

You know exactly what to do

So that I can't stay mad at you

For too long, that's wrong

You know you've been studying abroad in the UK for a while when...

(Was ich rot markiert habe habe ich bereits erlebt *g)

1. One out of 4 words you hear in the streets is "fuck" or "fucking"
2. You have tried the symbol of British food, a breaded piece of fish with fries and they call it "fish & chips".
3. You see semi-naked girls in the streets and boys wearing t-shirts with temperatures below zero.
4. You are shocked to see that the Uni is closed, city is collapsed and people stranded if streets are covered with more that 5 cm of snow.
5. You have travelled to London just for 1 pound with a fun fare, and you love it.
6. You wake up every morning knowing that it's quite unlikely that you're going to see the sun.
7. You drink pints and you love them
8. You see people having a pee while they get money from a cash machine.
9. You realize that dinner time is 6pm
10. You see people drunk in the streets at 8pm.
11. You see old people getting pissed in Potters Wheel (Wetherspoon)
12. You are kicked out of a pub at 11.30 pm
13. You have learned the difference between pasty and pastry and you've tried a Cornish Pasty.
14. You see people wearing flipflops and shorts even though it's raining.
15. You've said "cheers mate" more than twice
16. You've tried to buy a traditional coffee maker and you've failed.
17. You realize the most important religion is not Christianity but Rugby.
18. You wonder how people wash their intimate parts without a "bidé"
19. You wonder why the concept of "proper curtains" hasn't arrived to this country yet.
20. You hear and say "sorry" at least 10 times a day.
21. You've seen naked women on the second (and first, and third...) page of the daily newspapers.
22. After a failed conversation with someone in the street you wonder whether he/she was speaking in Scottish, Gaelic, Welsh, Cornish, Irish or English.
23. You see Tesco as an important social meeting point.
24. You have struggled trying to convert from Farenhait to Celcius, from Miles to Kilometers and from Pounds to Euros, but you know a pint is 0.56 litres.
25. You have been driving on the wrong side of the road
26. You have seen old people smiling at you in the street
27. You have been asked for "some spare change" by an unknown person.
28. You see 3 kebab shops and 2 indian restaurants in every street.
29. You've had a Full English Breakfast with bacon, eggs, sausages, beans, etc and you think it's amazing
30. You've had a burger, chips and beans on the same plate.
31. You've thought more than ten times that the car you have just seen was driven by nobody
32. You have tried to destroy the fire alarm at least a couple of times.
33. You have wondered about the wildlife present in your carpet.
34. You see a group of people wearing fancy dresses every time you go out at night.
35. You have been in a pub next to a really drunk lady, that you think could even be your grandma.
36. You think you're going to visit a palace, a castle or a chapel and you only see a few old stones.
37. You realize that taking a cab is almost free (according to a certain person from Norway).
38. You're outside and don't even notice it's raining anymore, because it is just simply normal to you by now.
39. You realise that any kind of food can be eaten with anything else, no matter how wierd the combination is.
40. You have six months of holidays in a year.
41. In case you need to get your hands clean, you realise that you only have two options: boil your hands in water near to 90º or see how they become two beauty ice-cubes.
42. You have a sink in your bedroom.
43. You can't buy shoes in any shop because they all smell like feet!!
44. You find machines in pubs in which you can buy condoms, vibrators, lubricant and even a Hair Straightener.
45. Your house and surroundings are full of rubbish bags because rubbish is collected just once per week.
46. You ask for a double whisky in a pub and the quantity you're given is just ridiculous!!
47. You see potatoes everywhere, in all different forms and shapes, i.e. boiled potatoes, jacked potatoes, smashed potatoes, chips, crisps, etc.
48. You realize that burping in the library is something normal.
49. You realize that no matter how weird the clothes you're wearing are, people just won't care.
50. You have hoovered your room at least once.
51. You shake the hand of someone of the opposite sex you've just met.
52. You drink as much tea with milk as you drink beer (at least 5 times a day).
53. You realize that being served alcohol in an academic seminar is completely normal.
54. You learn that 4 cups of tea per day is good for you.
55. You have stopped questioning why there are carpets even in the bathrooms
56. You know there is a fair chance your house is filled with mould.
57. Your floors and roofs are in serious decay after years of leakages and no maintenace.
58. You have a fire exit in your house.
59. You find yourself breaking into an english accent when trying to order a cuppa tea.
60. You have mushrooms in your toilets.
61. You see daffodils growing EVERYwhere, all year round.
62. You find yourself discussing what make of baked beans is the best...and it doesn't scare you
63. You see all four seasons in one day. first sun (oh blessed sun!), then rain, then snow, then hail. and sun, and rain, then...aaaah!
64. "hello/hey, how are you?" is replaced by "you alright?"
65. You find yourself going out partying wearing only a little top... and it's raining! And above all it's normal because everybody is dressed like that!!
66. You realize that burping in the middle of a lecture is something normal.
67. It's only five and every single shop is closed!
68. You've bought something at Argos!!
69. You think it's normal to sleep on a mattress which was considered old-fashioned crap in Europe 30 years ago.
70. You don't go out to go out but to get drunk.
71. You don't mind the food anymore...
72. Subway is the healthiest meal you can think of
73. You think that having a dildo is mandatory for every woman, and that ann summers rocks your sexual life!
74. You find normal that in clubs the ladies are full of screaming semi-naked drunk (British) girls trying to do their make up and hair again and again.
75. You feel like being a nun when you wear trousers or skirt longer than your knees and tops to go out
76. You go to the lectures just for sleeping..lying on the table, chair..it doesnt matter!!!
77. You discover that a simple ticket of the train can vary from a price of 8£ to 30£.. for the same train, time and journey
78. You realize that you have never seen an English Restaurant
79. You move into a house and realise that you can't open the windows!!
80. You're in the top back part of the bus, and a 9 years old chav asks you for a lighter
81. You realize that British people are queuing politely everywhere except at the bar counter
82. You discover there is a "potato" function on the microwave!!!
83. You phone a Hospital emergency service at night and you are speaking to a non-medical person on duty who will ask you a lot of questions and then decide if its an emergency. This person will even ask to speak to the almost unconcious patient and ask you to describe whether the person looks pale, the eyes are yellow, blue, red.Any bleeding...blah blah and then tell you that a doctor will only be available at 9.00 in the morning...(after an hour of questioning) and you are worried that the patient might die in the meantime but you have no other options :-(
84. Your umbrellas have got broken at least twice and you are still hoping not to break the new one even if it's May!
85. You see your housemate ordering chinese food or pizzas three times a week
86. You realize that you can get decent (dark, rye, healthy) bread in every European country except for the UK...and no, Toast is not considered a proper kind of bread.....
87. You are no longer suprised to see fans and radiators on at the same time (either in February or June!)
88. You are certainly annoyed by their stupid sockets
89. You realize that every product you buy "may contain trace of nuts"
90. Your sentences begin with.."to be honest"..
91. You are addressed as "treacle, sugarplumb, darling, sweetheart, love, ...." (and all other versions of nicknames in that genre you normally only call your wife/lover) by the staff in supermarkets, pubs and restaurants.
92. You are affected by CCTV paranoia.
93. You can see, on a saturday night, Dancing on ice, strictly come dancing, pop idol, x factor, big brother, big brother celebrity, I'm a celebrity get me out of here (and so on) simultaneously!
94. You are not surprised to see an old lady, her daughter and her granddaughter dancing together in a club.
95. You talk about the weather all the time.
96. You hear "WHA" instead of W-H-A-T ! and "THA" instead of T-H-A-T!!!
97. You have asked to borrow ten "quid" instead of ten pounds from someone
98. It is 23.45 and the bell rings in the pub. Last orders mate, lets have 2pints each...
99. You have to pull a string to switch on the light or get the water from the shower!!
100. You realize "taking the piss out" of someone is not a medical procedure
101. You realize everybody just gets crazy in a club when Dj plays Mr. Brightside (The Killers), Place your hands (Reef), Don´t Stop me Now (Queen)!!LOL or the Baywatch theme...
102. You have to mind the gap between the train and the platform.
103. Every door is a "fire door" that you have to "keep shut".

When you smile
With those eyes
Baby it's like
You place a finger on my heart

I'm echoing all your philosophies
And as I fall away to the sound of my heart to your beat
Melancholy and cool, kind of bitter sweet

I don't Wanna be fool-hearted
Baby, I'm out
Numbered in my head

Und wenn ein Sturm dich in die Knie zwingt,
halt dein Gesicht einfach gegen den Wind,
egal wie dunkel die Wolken über dir sind,
sie werden irgendwann vorrüberziehn.

Es ist schwer seinen Weg nicht zu verliern,
und bei den Regeln und Gesetzen hier,
ohne Verrat ein Leben zu führn,
das man selber noch respektiert.

Auch wenn die Zeichen gerade alle gegen dich stehn,
und niemand auf dich wetten will,
du brauchst hier keinen, irgendeinen,
Beweis zu bringen, es sei denn es ist für dich selbst.

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you

If love is a labour I'll slave till the end

I've made up my mind,
Don't need to think it over,
If I'm wrong I am right,
Don't need to look no further,
This ain't lust,
I know this is love but,

If i tell the world,
I'll never say enough,
Cause it was not said to you,
And thats exactly what i need to do,
If i'm in love with you,

Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere,
Or would it be a waste?
Even If i knew my place should i leave it there?
Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere

I'd build myself up,
And fly around in circles,
Wait then as my heart drops,
And my back begins to tingle
Finally could this be it

how can you know that I'm the one
who lives the maddest vacation
another road another trial
where's the difference
tell me right

You can’t stop me
To love the world with all its lies

Why are you coming out to see the road of last destination
I won't look back for the shadows
they're growing up to me
we're trapped in this song
so we leave them to head our salvation

You can’t stop me
To love the world with all its lies
You can’t stop me
I’m close enough to kiss the sky
keep it to myself
again

What is love but the strangest of feelings?
A sin you swallow for the rest of your life?
You've been looking for someone to believe in
To love you, until your eyes run dry